my last time home before the holidays and other things i am wary of.

i had a good friday. 

i went to zachs house

and didnt talk about it

for once

and we had fun

and tomorrow is my sisters birthday

so that will be fun

and then sunday i get to go back to cinci and officially move into my new dorm

with my new roommates

who i know i will love

and hopefully i can make friends

and not be so alone.

so completely alone. 

but i think we will get along just fine. i hope. 

and then next weekend is Halloween and i plan on having a crazy fun weekend. 

but plans never work out

so we'll see how that is. 

we'll see.

i didnt say forget.
i said let go.


but you're running out of time.
i cant do this much longer.
it hurts me
more than it hurts you
i promise.


cheers.
<3