i find that my level of interest in creating an interesting title for my blog entries is slowly decreasing.
i would make a graph or chart of some sort to show you what i mean
but i dont have interest in that either. lol.
so right now i feel strange.
i feel super unmotivated. like all i want to do is sit here and watch stuff on netflix.
which is fine, i guess.
but at the same time.....i need to be working on stuff.
i feel lately
as though im not getting as much love as i need.
and i dont know where its missing from.
i just feel a little downtrodden sometimes
and thats okay
i just...dont know what im trying to say.
i guess what im saying is that i need to envelope myself in something
which right now is pens
and my baby's birthday
both of which, im terrible unprepared to handle at the moment.
i just wish i had some help sorting things out
its all me now
and thats odd
to say the least.
i need that venting
i feel bunched up.