i feel good about having an apartment next year. i bet i wont get much decorating genius done but thats okay. i will try my hardest.
so today is a really stupid day. i was hoping to see aaron tonight but he spent 4 hours with his friends instead.
and its like
that he has delta chi stuff.
but it only lasted an hour.
maybe an hour and a half
and then the rest of the time, im sure they were just goofing off and whatever.
and that upsets me because i was just sitting here waiting for him to finish. i didnt even go eat dinner because i thought he would wanna go with me.
so thats just stupid.
but i will try not to complain about it.
sigh. ive spent all evening on Stumble. i love it, honestly. i was hoping i wouldnt because it kind of consumes my life lol.
this is how i wish i felt right now. but i dont. i feel all uncomfortable and dumb. ugh. i feel like such a slug today. its awful.