i'm not mad anymore
i'm honestly not even upset.
rachel has every right to care and be worried
and if i was her, i would be the exact same way. she only sees one side of the story and she cares for elyse, so i get it.
today is the day we stopped being friends last year. so obviously ive been bipolar and depressed and crying all week.
and, elyse, i want you to know i love you.
for once im speaking directly to you.
i don't know if you will read this but if you do, you now know.