well.

im absolutely dead. so dead. dead.
i was so stressed this weekend that i just curled up in a ball and cried last night. i guess the worst of it is over but it comes in waves so i really only have so long before it happens again.

and theres just so much going on. i feel like such crap.
i hate feeling like i have problems with people  but i can't discuss it with them properly. i feel like problems need to be talked out. i wish i could.
and then sometimes i just feel like i have no friends.
its just so hard sometimes. i dont know.
sometimes i just miss elyse so much.


<3