i am absolutely 100% dead.
i have been working myself into a stupor.
the kind of stupor where you have a fever, sore throat, blisters, no sleep, and achey limbs.
i had so much to do these past few days, it was ridiculous.
and for WHAT
for the 5 hours of critiques that we had today. and the paper i had to turn in this morning, which may be my best yet. or at least, it better be because i did it at 2:30 in the morning today and i spent 3 hours on it and i wanted to kill myself. aaron was helping me too. we pulled an all nighter to get my projects and paper done. and its not like i procrastinated a lot the past 2 weeks, i just procrastinated a lot friday and saturday. and that threw me off balance and then everything was all messed up and i was rushing. at one point, i remember us both on the ground cracking up. and honestly, it was over nothing. we were both just so broken that our will to live was draining and our spirits were crushed. lol. it was insane. but i got everything done and i had almost six hours at daap setting up, arranging, critiquing, and taking down my project and talking about other peoples projects today. and now i officially feel like i can just collapse and die.
its a beautiful feeling.
i cant wait to go home.