every now and then, in a very odd way i realize little things about elyse that i miss
but its not really miss. its more like....
when missy drives me fucking insane
im like "elyse never did that"
and its not like "gee i want elyse back"
its more like...idk. its just not like that. it doesnt make me sad. it just makes me feel weird.
i put that awesome picture of us up on facebook
i dont know why i did that
i just like that picture
its probably one of my favorite pictures of all time
and i guess its complicated.
oh, and in case you havent notice....my st. pattys day sucked.